Body Issues
Posted in Sad face on 02/06/2009 05:21 pm by ToygirlSo, my body isn’t the easiest to deal with. I have a lot of medical problems. But for the most part, I’ve been able to give it the middle finger and do what I want. So in terms of health, whatever.
It’s body image where I get held up. My body gave me to several national championship wins in rowing when I was in high school and college. It has carried me across the USA on a bicycle. And I still *hate* it. It’s really come through for me in a lot of ways, yet I am uncomfortable in my own skin every second. I *hate* this. It’s so hard to get over relationship related issues when I feel disgusting.
Sigh. Sorry for the rant.